Im starting an Ausbildung soon and im scared they will think my german isnt as good as they thought
I grew up in the Philippines, im half german and half filipino. I started learning german growing up and went to a german school. I only spoke german in class and to my father, other than that, it was only english! My mother never learned german and my dad wasnt home a lot (due to work) so i mostly spoke english. This obviously made my german skills not as good as the others which has caused me to fail german in school a lot! When i started sending Bewerbungen, my dad would tell me what to write, every single word. I don’t think they know. Before my Interview my dad made me come up with an answer to every possible question. (They did ask everything i practiced) But they were mostly stuff my dad said that i just memorised. I am currently in germany and ive noticed i sometimes have trouble remembering the right words and having to use English, which makes me feel stupid. I have a B1 level in german (according to a german level test i took in a language learning course). I’m starting my Ausbildung soon and i am scared they will realise my german isn’t as good as they thought 😣 #local source