I wish I wasn’t asexual I 17f to be honest I don’t really…
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I wish I wasn’t asexual
I 17f to be honest I don’t really know if I am asexual as I’ve experienced attraction before but all I do know is that I have no desire to sleep around or just be with someone because they r attractive.
The reason I say I wish I wasn’t is because it feels everyone my age can have the experience of one night stands or move quickly in relationships and kiss or even do more on just the first few dates.
I feel like my tendency to get attached to a person puts me at a disadvantage and makes me more likely to be played or taken advantage of because I don’t crave sex like many other people do and I won’t be with someone for that reason.
I just wish sometimes I was normal and could just purely feel sexual attraction to someone and move on after and not have to be in a long term committed relationship to want to do anything like this.
I don’t mean to sound self obsessed but I’m pretty attractive atleast to majority of people which is why it’s disappointing how many people want me sexually but I just don’t want it back.
Feels like a waste in a way…
#lifestyle
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I 17f to be honest I don’t really know if I am asexual as I’ve experienced attraction before but all I do know is that I have no desire to sleep around or just be with someone because they r attractive.
The reason I say I wish I wasn’t is because it feels everyone my age can have the experience of one night stands or move quickly in relationships and kiss or even do more on just the first few dates.
I feel like my tendency to get attached to a person puts me at a disadvantage and makes me more likely to be played or taken advantage of because I don’t crave sex like many other people do and I won’t be with someone for that reason.
I just wish sometimes I was normal and could just purely feel sexual attraction to someone and move on after and not have to be in a long term committed relationship to want to do anything like this.
I don’t mean to sound self obsessed but I’m pretty attractive atleast to majority of people which is why it’s disappointing how many people want me sexually but I just don’t want it back.
Feels like a waste in a way…
#lifestyle
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