Oh snow, snow, snow. I haven't experience it in real life. we never had any here in my country.
I never understand what phenomenological experience before until now. You explained it well. I think I had experience this 3 years ago. I am aware of my sorroundings yet I didn't feel the need to show my true emotions. It felt like they don't wanna include me in their world so I secluded myself and put a barrier. Months passed, a friend of mine told me to open up and that's how I manage to be in my true self again. Now, gotta enjoy life, be with the people who love, care and accept me. But most of all, I practice self love.
Thank you for sharing, I really love your thoughts about something and helped me in many ways of understanding different emotions, feelings and sentiments. Good day!