Need advice for future escaping as a transboy Hello, I…
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Need advice for future escaping as a transboy
Hello, I hope this doesn't bother anyone.
I'm Malik a saudi pre-transboy currently living in saudi arabia where the country strictly forbids anyone who's under the LGBTQIA umbrella which can result you to death penalty and I do not want that to happen to me. I want to live my life as a man and be myself freely but unfortunately I'm born in a country where you're not allowed to be yourself due the religion law they get here. My parents are strictly religious and everyday is pain to the butt hearing them talk about religion and how they also want me to act more feminine which I get severe dysphoria from that
I thought of once I turn 18 I'll try to move out to Australia with student visa but of course I'll need my male guardianship permission for that since I'm AFAB. I have a little brother who will 100% accept me for this but I'm unsure if the government will even accept this since if my father ever passed away the male guardianship will either transfer to my half older brother or my little brother. My half older brothers (who shares the same dad as I but not the mum) are horrible guys. one of them have sworn they'll kick me and my little brother out once my father passed away but i really hope this never happens.
I have a bad dysphoria everything about my body sickens me i have tried everything really. i tried binding i tried voice training my voice to be deep nothing works. transitioning is the only way that'll save my life but i have to be patient i have to keep on being patient. I've seen MTF saudis escaping for freedom and this makes me have hope but also makes me wonder is there any FTM saudis that have escaped? I kind of want to know more about them more than transwomen since i'm a transman i need to know the info about it haha kind of silly to say this.
I'm writing this as a minor which i think i shouldn't but i have to. i want to keep this in my note i want people to help and advise me early so in the future i don't get confused
If you want info abt my life or have questions feel free to ask me. My DMS are always open for everyone. Thank you for reading.
\- Malik
#lifestyle
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Hello, I hope this doesn't bother anyone.
I'm Malik a saudi pre-transboy currently living in saudi arabia where the country strictly forbids anyone who's under the LGBTQIA umbrella which can result you to death penalty and I do not want that to happen to me. I want to live my life as a man and be myself freely but unfortunately I'm born in a country where you're not allowed to be yourself due the religion law they get here. My parents are strictly religious and everyday is pain to the butt hearing them talk about religion and how they also want me to act more feminine which I get severe dysphoria from that
I thought of once I turn 18 I'll try to move out to Australia with student visa but of course I'll need my male guardianship permission for that since I'm AFAB. I have a little brother who will 100% accept me for this but I'm unsure if the government will even accept this since if my father ever passed away the male guardianship will either transfer to my half older brother or my little brother. My half older brothers (who shares the same dad as I but not the mum) are horrible guys. one of them have sworn they'll kick me and my little brother out once my father passed away but i really hope this never happens.
I have a bad dysphoria everything about my body sickens me i have tried everything really. i tried binding i tried voice training my voice to be deep nothing works. transitioning is the only way that'll save my life but i have to be patient i have to keep on being patient. I've seen MTF saudis escaping for freedom and this makes me have hope but also makes me wonder is there any FTM saudis that have escaped? I kind of want to know more about them more than transwomen since i'm a transman i need to know the info about it haha kind of silly to say this.
I'm writing this as a minor which i think i shouldn't but i have to. i want to keep this in my note i want people to help and advise me early so in the future i don't get confused
If you want info abt my life or have questions feel free to ask me. My DMS are always open for everyone. Thank you for reading.
\- Malik
#lifestyle
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