Sorry but thanks🙅♀️🥺☹️🙏 🙀
No blocking but can't treat you the same way as before..
I wish you nothing but all the best🙏
Kuch mohabbatein aisi hoti hain jo kabhi kahaniyan nahi bantin.
Koi ibtida nahi.
Koi vaade nahi.
Koi tasveerein nahi.
Do logon ke darmiyan baanti gayi koi yaadein nahi.
Woh apne peechhe koi saboot nahi chhortin ke woh kabhi maujood bhi thiyan.
Aur phir bhi, woh insani dil par sab se gehre zakhm chhor jati hain.
Tum mere liye wahi mohabbat the.
Ajeeb baat yeh hai ke tumhein kabhi maloom hi nahi hua.
Tumhein kabhi pata nahi chala ke is maseeh duniya mein kahin koi, tanzil-o-guzar ratoon mein tumhara naam liye jagta raha.
Koi aisa jo tumhari jhalak dekh kar thamm jata tha, khwah woh kitni hi mukhtasir kyun na ho.
Koi aisa jis ne un lamhaat mein khushi dhoondna seekh liya jinka unse koi taalluq nahi tha, sirf isliye kyunke woh lamhe tumhare the.
Hum ne kabhi baatein nahi keen.
Hum kabhi ek raah par nahi chale.
Main ne kabhi tumhari zubaan se apna naam nahi suna.
Sach toh yeh hai ke, kabhi "hum" tha hi nahi.
Sirf tum the.
Aur ek dil tha jo door se khamoshi se tumhein chahta raha.
Kabhi kabhi main sochta hoon ke agar zindagi thori meharban hoti toh kya hota.
Agar hamare raaste ek pal ke liye takra jaate.
Agar hum ne ek baar baat ki hoti.
Agar mujh mein yeh kehne ki himmat hoti ke tumhare hone se yeh aam si duniya thori aur roshan lagti hai.
Magar zindagi har "agar" ka jawab nahi deti.
Kuch sawaal hamesha ke liye zameen aur aasman ke darmiyan latak jaate hain.
Aur aisi hi kuch mohabbatein bhi.
Sab se mushkil hissa yeh kabhi nahi تھا ke tum ne mujh se mohabbat nahi ki.
Sab se mushkil hissa yeh janna tha ke tumhein kabhi iska mauqa hi nahi mila.
Tum ne mujhe kabhi thukraya nahi.
Tum ne mera dil nahi dukhaya.
Tum ne koi vaada nahi tora.
Tum ne bas apni zindagi jeena jari rakha.
Aur kisi na kisi tarah, mera dil torne ke liye yahi kaafi tha.
Kyunke jab tum yaadein bana rahe the, main khwaab bun raha tha.
Jab tum aage barh rahe the, main wahin tehra hua تھا.
Magar jab tum un abwaab (chapters) ko jee rahe the jo main kabhi nahi parh sakunga, main usi ansukhe panne ko baar baar parh raha تھا, is umeed mein ke shayad anjaam badal jaye.
Kuch raatein aisi thiyan jab main tumhein sab kuch bata dena chahta تھا.
Kehne ke liye: "Tum mujhe nahi jaante. Tum par mera koi qarz nahi. Magar tumhara shukriya."
Us khushi ke liye shukriya jo tumhein maloom bhi nahi ke tum ne mujhe di.
Us umeed ke liye shukriya jo meri tanhai ki saathi bani.
Shukriya us wajah ke liye jisne kuch udaas ratoon ko thora kam khali banaya.
Aur mujhe yeh sikhane ke liye shukriya ke dil bina kisi qabze ke, bina kisi umeed ke, aur bina dikhaye bhi mohabbat karne ke qabil hai.
Magar woh alfaaz tum tak kabhi nahi pahunche.
Woh wahin rahe jahan unka thikana tha—
ek khamosh dil ke andar.
Tumhein pata hai mujhe sab se zyada kya yaad hai?
Udaasi nahi.
Intezar nahi.
Yahan tak ke tanhai bhi nahi.
Mujhe woh beshumar martaba yaad hai jab main ne dua ki, khwahish ki, aur umeed ki ke zindagi tumhare sath narm rahe.
Un dinon bhi jab mera apna dil dukh raha tha.
Un ratoon ko bhi jab tumhari yaad ka bojh uthana na-qabil-e-bardasht tha.
Tumhari khushi hamesha mere dukh se zyada ahem thi.
Aur shayad mohabbat jab pakiza hoti hai toh aisi hi ho jati hai.
Woh chune jaane ki khwahish chhor deti hai.
Woh tawajjo paane ki tamanna khatam kar deti hai.
Woh bas doosri rooh ke liye bhalai ki dua karti hai.
Kabhi kabhi main sochta hoon ke duniya aisi kahaniyon ko kabhi nahi jaan payegi.
Log un mohabbaton ka jashn manate hain jo zinda rehti hain.
Woh mohabbatein jo shaadi, ghar, tasveerein aur umr bhar ki yaadein ban jati hain.
Magar kuch aur mohabbatein bhi hoti hain.
Khamosh mohabbatein.
Na-deeda mohabbatein.
Woh mohabbatein jo poori tarah khamoshi mein saans leti hain.
Woh mohabbatein jo un logon ke seeno mein hoti hain jo badle mein kabhi kuch nahi maangte.
Woh mohabbatein jo bina kisi gawah ke mit jati hain.
Aur phir bhi woh sach hoti hain.
Woh takleef-deh hadd tak sach hoti hain.
Agar kisi din meri yaad is duniya se mit gayi, toh yeh mohabbat bhi iske sath mit jayegi.
Kisi ko maloom nahi hoga ke kitni raatein tumhara naam mere khayalon mein laut kar aaya.
Kisi ko maloom nahi hoga ke aam si muskurahaton ke peechhe kitne aansu chupe the.
Kisi ko maloom nahi hoga ke main ne kitni baar apni khushi se pehle tumhari khushi ki dua ki.
Aur shayad yeh theek hi hai.
Kyunke mohabbat koi numaish nahi thi.
Iska dikhna kabhi zaroori nahi tha.
Yeh bas mere dil ka sab se sacha azeema tha.
Agar koi mujh se saalon baad pooche ke kya mujhe tum se mohabbat karne par afsos hai, toh mera jawab hamesha wahi hoga.
Nahi.
Kyunke agarche tumhein kabhi maloom nahi hua...
Agarche tum kabhi ruke nahi...
Agarche tumhari kahani mein mere liye kabhi koi jagah nahi thi...
Tum ne mere dil ko kuch khoobsurat mehsoos karne ki wajah di.
Aur yeh ek aisa tohfa hai jisse main nafrat nahi kar sakta.
Phir bhi, ek khayal hai jo mujhe andar se khamoshi se tor deta hai.
Yeh nahi ke main ne tumhein kho diya.
Yeh bhi nahi ke tum kabhi mere the hi nahi.
Magar yeh ke is duniya ki lambi tareekh mein, ek aisa shakhs maujood tha jise itni