This is a bit of a rant So I had this dream the other day…
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This is a bit of a rant
So I had this dream the other day that I was misgendered
I'm a cis woman and I have what you could call not feminine features or overall I don't look like a woman without make up and this always has been my insecurity, also I tend to have more yellow pigment in my skin color and under my eyes they're dark so I genuinely look sick all the time.
Anyways in my dream I was invited to a party by this five year old in my family and the card had my gender in as "boy" and even in my dream, I felt like a splash of cold water on my whole body, and I even froze and the kid asked what's wrong and I was like nothing and stuff.
I just wanted to talk about this somewhere cause I feel so ugly and I feel like I don't look like a woman and I'm genuinely so sad, even tho that was a dream it just feels like my own brain misgendered me and I'm so sad about it.
I have been mistaken for a boy before and it's such an insecurity for me...I just wanted to talk about this since everytime I tell someone they just dismiss me
Also sorry about the bad English, it's not my first language
#lifestyle
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So I had this dream the other day that I was misgendered
I'm a cis woman and I have what you could call not feminine features or overall I don't look like a woman without make up and this always has been my insecurity, also I tend to have more yellow pigment in my skin color and under my eyes they're dark so I genuinely look sick all the time.
Anyways in my dream I was invited to a party by this five year old in my family and the card had my gender in as "boy" and even in my dream, I felt like a splash of cold water on my whole body, and I even froze and the kid asked what's wrong and I was like nothing and stuff.
I just wanted to talk about this somewhere cause I feel so ugly and I feel like I don't look like a woman and I'm genuinely so sad, even tho that was a dream it just feels like my own brain misgendered me and I'm so sad about it.
I have been mistaken for a boy before and it's such an insecurity for me...I just wanted to talk about this since everytime I tell someone they just dismiss me
Also sorry about the bad English, it's not my first language
#lifestyle
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