Im a 18 year old female, and the reason I asking the question: what is my sexuality, is because I keep changing my mind.
First of I feel like I'm attracted to different genders depending on the month. Sometimes I also feel completely asexual.
But apart from that I've always had crushes on guys (way older than me as a kid) or celebrities. But I've also had crushes on my male friends. Though they usually pass as soon as they seem to feel the same way. Sometimes I even feel grossed out when a guy friends admits to liking me.
But on the other hand I've only had a crush on one girl before, and she was straight, so at some point I stopped having a crush.
And one last thing, I have never been with anybody, never kissed, and held hands with one guy (I felt nothing, and now when I think about it, I feel uneasy)
The reason why I'm asking if I could be lesbian is because I grew up in a more traditional country, and most of the content I watched/read as a kid was heterosexual, and only recently I've started questioning my sexuality (especially after a friend asked me if I was queer). Since allowing myslef to question it, I've started noticing women more, and it's brought me to a moment of fantasising about having a girlfriend.
Lastly, I have always dressed more masc. So what do you think? I'd love any and all advice <3 #lifestyle source