Tried to post this earlier, so hopefully I

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Tried to post this earlier, so hopefully I didn't post it twice! Either way, I wanted to leave a message. I went through a couple of mental hurdles recently. Some are still happening, but I'm sure everyone has something similar going on in life right now, some weight on their shoulders. I was not in the right state of mind to be streaming. I thought I could do it, but I was nowhere near in the right headspace for that. I want to share a little about myself for a second. Not sure if anyone will read this, but I think it's healthy to think out loud sometimes.

Right before the pandemic, I was a huge drinker. Not only that, but I partook in other party stuff. I started drinking because it was the only thing that was helping me get off even harder stuff. (at least that is what I kept telling myself) I know it's just a spiral with no end. Well, the pandemic made it so I was forced to get my mind and body together. At first it was a slow and agonizing process, but over the years I have found a person I thought I lost a long time ago. I am starting to learn who I am and what the world is about. Like learning everything again through a new set of eyes if that makes sense. It has been a learning process trying to live normal. The past 18 years before the pandemic I was on a one way ride to nowhere.

I wanted to thank everyone who joined my live streams, liked my posts, and saw what I was trying to do. I am hoping to one day try to do that again. Just with a better mind, body, and plan. Thank you

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