I can’t stop thinking about “if we were villains”.
I managed to read it all in almost one sitting, because I was so desperate to know the truth, but i feel so odd after finishing it. The one thing that’s grating on me is that that weird “hate sex” rehearsal with James and Meredith. I don’t know why, but it pisses me off so bad. It just won’t leave my mind, but not in a, “oh, that book was so good way”, it’s genuinely weighing on my chest. I think I really don’t like Meredith - but I can’t tell if that’s warranted, or whether I’m being misogynistic without even realising it. She just makes me angry, I don’t know.
Anyway, I don’t know, just wanted to get this yap out because it’s genuinely stopping me from working. Anyone have any thoughts for me? I’d really appreciate knowing I’m not alone in this, and you can be as honest as you want. #entertainment source