Been programming for the past 6 years. Been at it all day every day. I think its changed me to the point that if I do anything that requires little brain processing, I immediately fall into existential dread.
Like if I'm on a bus, I won't just stare out the window anymore. I'll immediately get depressed, knowing I can use the time to do someting productive.
Its reached a point where even driving on a straight road feels existentially depressing lol