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The question above is something I always think about. As a student, I used to be a competitive guy in my academics. I used to be a positive guy to conquer things, and I used to believe in the people that I worked with. The positivity and my wisdom redirected me and also the people around me in a better direction. I used to be a smart guy, and I used to work things out with or without the help of others. I used to be a brave person, and I used to give advice to the people that I always cherish.
As time went by, everything changed. Sometimes there's always a pullback in my decision-making now. I'm still studying my college course, and everything changed when failures came. All the self-doubt turned into breakdowns, and I suffer a lot, not just mentally but knowing my worth now. I can't even think well about how to do things, and I can't manage anymore a task all by myself. Sometimes I'm afraid to ask for help from people because they used to think that I'm good at it. My life now is turning into something different from what it used to be.
I doubt always myself if I made a wrong decision or failed a task.. I always ask myself, Can I still do this? Can I do the things that I used to do before? Am I still brave enough to conquer things? All these questions are always circulating in my mind, and I'm drowning in all the doubts in myself. Sometimes I let myself suffer a lot rather than prove more. It's hard to get out, but life is tough. I may look good and smart to handle things, but I have a lot of insecurities and weaknesses that will pull me out. The confidence that I have sometimes hides and doubts myself for not showing it.
I'm still in my comfort zone now, and I'm trying to bring myself again back outside of it. I know everything has a reason, and I'm always seeing the brighter side of all the challenges I'm facing. My family always believes in me, and I always hold on to those hopes to get out of the comfort zone that I stock. I'm trying to finish my thesis, and I'm half way to my final destination as a student. I'm still proud of myself of those little achievements I accomplished. Little things matter, and I always avoid negativity coming into my life. My strength always brings me up, and the hope is always holding me.
The question above is something I always think about. As a student, I used to be a competitive guy in my academics. I used to be a positive guy to conquer things, and I used to believe in the people that I worked with. The positivity and my wisdom redirected me and also the people around me in a better direction. I used to be a smart guy, and I used to work things out with or without the help of others. I used to be a brave person, and I used to give advice to the people that I always cherish.
As time went by, everything changed. Sometimes there's always a pullback in my decision-making now. I'm still studying my college course, and everything changed when failures came. All the self-doubt turned into breakdowns, and I suffer a lot, not just mentally but knowing my worth now. I can't even think well about how to do things, and I can't manage anymore a task all by myself. Sometimes I'm afraid to ask for help from people because they used to think that I'm good at it. My life now is turning into something different from what it used to be.
I doubt always myself if I made a wrong decision or failed a task.. I always ask myself, Can I still do this? Can I do the things that I used to do before? Am I still brave enough to conquer things? All these questions are always circulating in my mind, and I'm drowning in all the doubts in myself. Sometimes I let myself suffer a lot rather than prove more. It's hard to get out, but life is tough. I may look good and smart to handle things, but I have a lot of insecurities and weaknesses that will pull me out. The confidence that I have sometimes hides and doubts myself for not showing it.
I'm still in my comfort zone now, and I'm trying to bring myself again back outside of it. I know everything has a reason, and I'm always seeing the brighter side of all the challenges I'm facing. My family always believes in me, and I always hold on to those hopes to get out of the comfort zone that I stock. I'm trying to finish my thesis, and I'm half way to my final destination as a student. I'm still proud of myself of those little achievements I accomplished. Little things matter, and I always avoid negativity coming into my life. My strength always brings me up, and the hope is always holding me.
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Your journey is inspiring. It’s natural to experience self-doubt especially when facing setbacks that challenges our confidence. Hold on to those small victories, they’re reminders of your capabilities and progress. You’ve shown strength in acknowledging your feelings and choosing to move forward is admirable. Remember setbacks don’t define who you are , they’re just part of the journey. Asking for help shows strength not weakness. You still have that same potential within you. Keep moving forward , you’re doing great. Stay strong and keep the faith 🙏🏼
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