Welp, after 7 years of putting it off, it’s time After my…
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Welp, after 7 years of putting it off, it’s time
After my mum somehow saw my search history, which included a lot of RuPaul’s drag race among other things, I have about a day or two for her to figure out I have in fact NOT been hacked and that it was her son who was searching it, which is gonna lead to me telling her I’m gay
I feel really weird, I never thought I’d be so pressed to tell her this way, but there’s really no other explanation for what she’s seen. I feel a bit sick, very nervous, sad, scared, a tinge of excitement hidden in there somewhere at the thought of this years long charade maybe being over
I’ve had this secret since I was 13, I’m so used to hiding it I don’t really know how to talk about it, it’s gonna be tough but if I sweep this under the rug the tension is just gonna build until the next time she stumbles across anything ‘gay’, I have to do this in the wake of what’s happened
I’m aware that ‘my mum caught me watching drag race’ might seem extreme for a reason to come out but she won’t stop bringing it up until I admit it was me so I guess its best to bite the bullet now rather than later
Wish me luck yall, I might remember to post an update about it at some point (might take a few days)
#lifestyle
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After my mum somehow saw my search history, which included a lot of RuPaul’s drag race among other things, I have about a day or two for her to figure out I have in fact NOT been hacked and that it was her son who was searching it, which is gonna lead to me telling her I’m gay
I feel really weird, I never thought I’d be so pressed to tell her this way, but there’s really no other explanation for what she’s seen. I feel a bit sick, very nervous, sad, scared, a tinge of excitement hidden in there somewhere at the thought of this years long charade maybe being over
I’ve had this secret since I was 13, I’m so used to hiding it I don’t really know how to talk about it, it’s gonna be tough but if I sweep this under the rug the tension is just gonna build until the next time she stumbles across anything ‘gay’, I have to do this in the wake of what’s happened
I’m aware that ‘my mum caught me watching drag race’ might seem extreme for a reason to come out but she won’t stop bringing it up until I admit it was me so I guess its best to bite the bullet now rather than later
Wish me luck yall, I might remember to post an update about it at some point (might take a few days)
#lifestyle
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