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hWife is lossing her mental stability and acting crazy
Writing this at 2:30 am. Married for 3 years. Our families are both different when in comes to following traditions and rituals. My family is kind of easy going while her family follows each and every traditions . Prior to 3 months my wife had some big fights with my family due to some disagreement/ misunderstanding, i tried to clear it but the situation turns from bad to worse. We are living in different city due to work I am having work from home and she goes to office twice a week so occasionally only goes to my native, even in that she said she was not able to come to my home because she is getting panic attacks and stays in her home for most of time .Not a day pass by where she won't curse my family . I am keeping this marriage because we have a kid who currently stays with my MIL, we tried to bring them her but she is not a able to adjust in the city.
Things started to change recently. We came back to the city few days back. As i was having late night shift I was sleeping in a different room , suddenly around 1:30 AM i heard a crying voice. I went back to the room where she is sleep and saw her crying , when I try to ask her why are crying she suddenly started screaming , suddenly I put the lights on, I realised that she was dreaming but things started to change from the next second. She was crying incontrollably and saying I am going to kill her by the instruction of my family. She ran towards our Pooja room immediately took a photo of Krishna , the next second she took the book and started writing what I called a pre suicide note. She wrote that if anything happens to her then my family will be responsible for that. She asked me get out of the room and she locked the room . She took the phone , I immediately grabs the phone bcoz I sensed that next thing will be she is calling her mom or she will take the pic of the letter and send to her relatives. She asked me to get out of the room , I agreed and after that she started crying like someone had died for around 30 mins. Through all this I was saying that tell me what happen what dream you saw. She kept crying by saying there is no one to help me. O god.please elp me. After sometime she opened the door and her fear turned into rage. She tried to grab my neck but couldnt do it because I have a better physique and I am not athletic. I kept telling her no one will come here to touch you , even i also will never touch you but she keeps crying by saying that my family is trying to kill her, and I will also kill her. I kept the conversation by saying everything will be fine , tell me what dream you saw. Slowly slowly she stops crying and started talking about the incidents of how my mother said few things , how her family is the one who suffered a lot because of this. Then the conversation turns to normal tone and I slept close to her , i hugged her and I slept.
Next day she woke up and went to office. Now I was confused whether I should call her home and tell what happens , but I know it will create panic among them . I can't call my home because I don't feel like doing it. I am very skeptical to call my cousins because they are asking me to divorce for the sake of my peace. She returned to office slept for sometime because she had not slept that night. Once she woke up I asked her to get ready to go outside. While dressing she said did i hurt you last night , did i best you? She talks like she dont have any recollection of what happend that night. While on the outside , i pass by an general hospital I asked her did you want to check anything because she kept saying she is feeling very tired , sleepy from few days and want to have a body checkup. But to my surprise the reply I got was " do you think I am insane ?? Am i mental ? I said it's a diabetic special hospital. She is a person who keeps calling her mom and said each and everything whatever happens between us, she even drag her mom during our fights. But to my surprise , she has not shared this major incident with her. Somehow i am able to find the notes which she had written, and I was able to destroy it.
Cut to this day, after that incident i tried to sleep with her no matter how late my shift ends. I am person who was always vigilant and a small disturbance will wake me up on any day during sleep. Time was around 2:00 AM , out of no where she woke up took the bed sheet and her phone and goes to other room to sleep. She is having a early morning shift , if it's happens around 5 am then I can understand. The time is almost 3:00 AM and I have lost my sleep. I know incase if she turns violent also she can't overpower me atleast physically, I am really scared , I am getting chills while writing this post.
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Writing this at 2:30 am. Married for 3 years. Our families are both different when in comes to following traditions and rituals. My family is kind of easy going while her family follows each and every traditions . Prior to 3 months my wife had some big fights with my family due to some disagreement/ misunderstanding, i tried to clear it but the situation turns from bad to worse. We are living in different city due to work I am having work from home and she goes to office twice a week so occasionally only goes to my native, even in that she said she was not able to come to my home because she is getting panic attacks and stays in her home for most of time .Not a day pass by where she won't curse my family . I am keeping this marriage because we have a kid who currently stays with my MIL, we tried to bring them her but she is not a able to adjust in the city.
Things started to change recently. We came back to the city few days back. As i was having late night shift I was sleeping in a different room , suddenly around 1:30 AM i heard a crying voice. I went back to the room where she is sleep and saw her crying , when I try to ask her why are crying she suddenly started screaming , suddenly I put the lights on, I realised that she was dreaming but things started to change from the next second. She was crying incontrollably and saying I am going to kill her by the instruction of my family. She ran towards our Pooja room immediately took a photo of Krishna , the next second she took the book and started writing what I called a pre suicide note. She wrote that if anything happens to her then my family will be responsible for that. She asked me get out of the room and she locked the room . She took the phone , I immediately grabs the phone bcoz I sensed that next thing will be she is calling her mom or she will take the pic of the letter and send to her relatives. She asked me to get out of the room , I agreed and after that she started crying like someone had died for around 30 mins. Through all this I was saying that tell me what happen what dream you saw. She kept crying by saying there is no one to help me. O god.please elp me. After sometime she opened the door and her fear turned into rage. She tried to grab my neck but couldnt do it because I have a better physique and I am not athletic. I kept telling her no one will come here to touch you , even i also will never touch you but she keeps crying by saying that my family is trying to kill her, and I will also kill her. I kept the conversation by saying everything will be fine , tell me what dream you saw. Slowly slowly she stops crying and started talking about the incidents of how my mother said few things , how her family is the one who suffered a lot because of this. Then the conversation turns to normal tone and I slept close to her , i hugged her and I slept.
Next day she woke up and went to office. Now I was confused whether I should call her home and tell what happens , but I know it will create panic among them . I can't call my home because I don't feel like doing it. I am very skeptical to call my cousins because they are asking me to divorce for the sake of my peace. She returned to office slept for sometime because she had not slept that night. Once she woke up I asked her to get ready to go outside. While dressing she said did i hurt you last night , did i best you? She talks like she dont have any recollection of what happend that night. While on the outside , i pass by an general hospital I asked her did you want to check anything because she kept saying she is feeling very tired , sleepy from few days and want to have a body checkup. But to my surprise the reply I got was " do you think I am insane ?? Am i mental ? I said it's a diabetic special hospital. She is a person who keeps calling her mom and said each and everything whatever happens between us, she even drag her mom during our fights. But to my surprise , she has not shared this major incident with her. Somehow i am able to find the notes which she had written, and I was able to destroy it.
Cut to this day, after that incident i tried to sleep with her no matter how late my shift ends. I am person who was always vigilant and a small disturbance will wake me up on any day during sleep. Time was around 2:00 AM , out of no where she woke up took the bed sheet and her phone and goes to other room to sleep. She is having a early morning shift , if it's happens around 5 am then I can understand. The time is almost 3:00 AM and I have lost my sleep. I know incase if she turns violent also she can't overpower me atleast physically, I am really scared , I am getting chills while writing this post.
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