As I'm sure all of us have experienced, there is an incredible amount of trauma in my perception of the world following October - and I say this as someone who lives in the Diaspora albeit having family in Israel.
The world feels stuck for me, almost as if I'm floating through this hellish hallway and trying to grab onto whatever feels familiar, but cannot retain my grip. I've grown up in this war, and feel as if I've formed my identity with 10.7 as a pillar, and I don't know how to heal, nor who the fuck I am anymore. A big issue I struggled with in the beginning of the war was the lack of recognition of our suffering, and now everything just feels numb, and it leads me to break down and cry in random outbursts because I try to live a normal life yet it collapses when everything is divided.
I know there are many in much worse situations - but if anyone has something to share, or ways to heal (other than "that's just the situation, get over it and be resilient") please feel free to share.