The past few days have not been easy on me with thoughts…
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The past few days have not been easy on me with thoughts of doubt and failure with things in life weighing heavy on my mind. My faith was for sure basically gone as I tried to pray the other day, but my prayer was out of anger with everything and honestly felt that God was not listening to me. The longer I tried praying, the angrier I would become, so I just stopped.
Whoever lifted me up in prayer the past couple days, THANK YOU! I woke up this morning, telling myself that no matter what happens, God will take care of everything. Last year, He provided us with everything we needed when I was on light duty for a couple months and basically could not work at all.
I don't know where God wants me still in life or know His plan for me, but whatever it may be.... I know He is still God and He is in control. I know I like helping people and sometimes God has you in something for a season to prepare you for where He wants you next. In the past I've rushed things and felt that things should be instant. However, God is an on-time God and when things are supposed to happen they will.
I've never been the patient type and I'm not going to even pray for that, but I need to stop and consider that God has a plan and purpose for me and I truly don't feel that what I'm doing now is where God wants me, but it's where I am needed now until God opens another door.
Whoever lifted me up in prayer the past couple days, THANK YOU! I woke up this morning, telling myself that no matter what happens, God will take care of everything. Last year, He provided us with everything we needed when I was on light duty for a couple months and basically could not work at all.
I don't know where God wants me still in life or know His plan for me, but whatever it may be.... I know He is still God and He is in control. I know I like helping people and sometimes God has you in something for a season to prepare you for where He wants you next. In the past I've rushed things and felt that things should be instant. However, God is an on-time God and when things are supposed to happen they will.
I've never been the patient type and I'm not going to even pray for that, but I need to stop and consider that God has a plan and purpose for me and I truly don't feel that what I'm doing now is where God wants me, but it's where I am needed now until God opens another door.
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It takes a lot of courage to be this honest about the moments when faith feels heavy rather than light. There’s something very human about that 'expectation vs. reality' struggle in life. Glad you’re feeling a sense of peace today—sometimes just acknowledging where you are is the biggest step toward wherever you’re headed next.
Pray to calm your heart and mind and let God lead the way. Before you pray clear your mind so that you can release the burden inside you. Hoping for the clarity 🙏 🙏 🙏 and be strong 🙏