am i the only one who feels like im "cosplaying" a feminine person by wearing makeup/"feminine" clothes rather than actually feeling feminine??? like, i do feel kinda comfortable wearing "masculine" clothes but i don't believe it expresses my true self... i feel more like i'm cosplaying whatever i put on rather than feeling like a certain (be it binary or non-binary) gender. idk i don't feel 100% comfortable with anything. i feel like nothing but at the same time i like various types of expression, even if i don't feel like myself in them(?)