I'll let you think you've come out on top, and maybe that will give you a fleeting sense of happinessāat least for a moment. But no amount of wealth will fill the void inside, and your isolation is obvious from miles away.
I feel sorry for you, but I refuse to be drawn into your chaos. Your warped view of "power" is leading you to a life of suffering, and then you ask, "Why? Why donāt people like me?"
Itās simpleākarma, the greatest force in the universe. Itās out of my hands; the choice is yours.