So I'm 16F and I have this friend let's call her A. We've been very very close since like first grade and I've always seen her as a friend. I've always had crushes on guys and thought I was straight. But recently as part of a dare, me and A had a full blown make out session in a washroom stall. It was supposed to be a joke, but this was my first time making out with anyone ever. She came out and said it was great and we should do it again, and we both laughed at that. But since then, I've noticed myself looking at her in a different way. I've noticed her hair falling over her shoulders in such a beautiful way, and the sun reflecting on her brown eyes, making them look hazel almost. I get jealous when she talks about the guys she's talking to, and genuinely think I could treat her better. I look forward to getting her texts or her jokingly flirting with me. I've noticed myself feeling more for her than I ever felt for a boy. Ik her imperfections, but I've started to look over those bcz of how much I truly like being around her. It's a different feeling than when we were just great great friends. She always jokes that she's bi but I don't think she's serious about it tbh. I don't wanna say anything and ruin what we have, but I think acknowledging my feelings out loud would help a lot. Idk what to do tbh. 😬😬. It genuinely hurts sometimes. #adult source