I can’t help but see every single thing about to happen down the line whenever I start speaking with someone new. Especially girls. I’m a 17 year old guy btw and because of this it always results in me genuinely losing complete interest in speaking to any new people at all. I just don’t see any purpose behind it and I see others always constantly socializing and meeting new people for fun and it really infuriates me. I just don’t get how everyone can constantly interact with others on a shallow surface and feel happy in life. It’s not like I want to be alone I’m human ofc I crave connection, but I can’t help but end up being avoidant every single time. #relationships