Is there a reason why I attract pedophiles? I know it’s a…
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Is there a reason why I attract pedophiles?
I know it’s a crazy title but I’m genuinely wondering wtf. For context I’m a male 17, and throughout my life even to this day I find pedophiles in my life. When I was 5,6,7, I endured sexual abuse from my mother and her prostitution clients and other things I don’t really want to talk about. In middle school I was feeling lonely and went online (tbf maybe this was my fault) and I met some odd people on a niche chat site, even going into high school I met multiple men asking for nudes. A bit over 2 years ago I met a nice 26yr woman online who was like a sisterly figure for a long time, super sweet and everything. One day she reveals to me her thoughts. “I wonder what our kids would look like” (what???). She told me she wanted me to donate my sperm to her so we could make children without meeting in person, and like………what? Fucking crazy man. Then in basic training a bit ago I was sexually harassed. Overall I’m just confused.
It’s getting to the point where I’m wondering IF I am doing something wrong. The best things I can say are I seek out friendships a lot, I’m super nice kind and caring, very patient. It’s impossible to make me mad, the maximum is very annoyed. Ummm I’m smart, I’m more what society would call “feminine” maybe that’s it? I have no brothers only sisters, I like stuffed animals, hello kitty, nails and pink purple etc, just stereotypical stuff. Idk what else. Like I’m genuinely at a loss, am I just really unlucky? Or is there something that I’m doing that’s my fault/im bringing this on myself
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I know it’s a crazy title but I’m genuinely wondering wtf. For context I’m a male 17, and throughout my life even to this day I find pedophiles in my life. When I was 5,6,7, I endured sexual abuse from my mother and her prostitution clients and other things I don’t really want to talk about. In middle school I was feeling lonely and went online (tbf maybe this was my fault) and I met some odd people on a niche chat site, even going into high school I met multiple men asking for nudes. A bit over 2 years ago I met a nice 26yr woman online who was like a sisterly figure for a long time, super sweet and everything. One day she reveals to me her thoughts. “I wonder what our kids would look like” (what???). She told me she wanted me to donate my sperm to her so we could make children without meeting in person, and like………what? Fucking crazy man. Then in basic training a bit ago I was sexually harassed. Overall I’m just confused.
It’s getting to the point where I’m wondering IF I am doing something wrong. The best things I can say are I seek out friendships a lot, I’m super nice kind and caring, very patient. It’s impossible to make me mad, the maximum is very annoyed. Ummm I’m smart, I’m more what society would call “feminine” maybe that’s it? I have no brothers only sisters, I like stuffed animals, hello kitty, nails and pink purple etc, just stereotypical stuff. Idk what else. Like I’m genuinely at a loss, am I just really unlucky? Or is there something that I’m doing that’s my fault/im bringing this on myself
#relationships
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