21 and lost in life Hey everyone, I’m lost and don’t know…
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21 and lost in life
Hey everyone, I’m lost and don’t know what to do. I failed out of high school and dropped out, was focused on stupid shit that now I realize didn’t matter in the grand scheme of life. Was stuck in the past at the time as well. I was always a floater friend, was never really included in things and had a pretty awful reputation. Since I dropped out, I’ve been pretty much completely isolated, have had no real friends for like 4 years now. Spent a lot of time training Muay Thai the past 3 years but I had to give that up as well due to an injury. I heavily regret not focusing on school and taking the traditional path, seeing everyone I used to know in college right now having the time of their life in frats and shit really cuts deep, I want that to be my life so bad, but I’m stuck living at home with my parents doing nothing.
I got my GED in February, enrolled in a 8 week courses at a local community college. Classes started March 9th and I’m already severely behind on work, basically have done nothing. I’m failing at this again too due to depression, I just don’t see the point in trying when the life I wanted has already passed me by. What do I do? How do I find the motivation to keep trying? I feel as though my young years to have fun and do all the stupid college kid shit is over, I was planning to transfer to a university in August but I just feel like it won’t go well. I turn 22 in October and will have aged out of the social scene by then. I still want to make memories but I feel the time for that has passed.
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Hey everyone, I’m lost and don’t know what to do. I failed out of high school and dropped out, was focused on stupid shit that now I realize didn’t matter in the grand scheme of life. Was stuck in the past at the time as well. I was always a floater friend, was never really included in things and had a pretty awful reputation. Since I dropped out, I’ve been pretty much completely isolated, have had no real friends for like 4 years now. Spent a lot of time training Muay Thai the past 3 years but I had to give that up as well due to an injury. I heavily regret not focusing on school and taking the traditional path, seeing everyone I used to know in college right now having the time of their life in frats and shit really cuts deep, I want that to be my life so bad, but I’m stuck living at home with my parents doing nothing.
I got my GED in February, enrolled in a 8 week courses at a local community college. Classes started March 9th and I’m already severely behind on work, basically have done nothing. I’m failing at this again too due to depression, I just don’t see the point in trying when the life I wanted has already passed me by. What do I do? How do I find the motivation to keep trying? I feel as though my young years to have fun and do all the stupid college kid shit is over, I was planning to transfer to a university in August but I just feel like it won’t go well. I turn 22 in October and will have aged out of the social scene by then. I still want to make memories but I feel the time for that has passed.
#inspiration
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