We had a beautiful, amazing, happy, loving connection. From day 1, we understood each other and our feelings just grew stronger.
But he always told me he had a long way to go before being ready for another relationship. But I was patient and we agreed to take things slow. I helped him realize things from his last relationship that were lingering and had traumatized him. He finally agreed to start therapy which was a huge step for himself and I was happy to be along for that journey. But He is really not at peace with himself, and he wants to work on himself (therapy, heal etc) on his own.
I know it’s for the best that he needs to heal himself. He needs to be alone and love himself again. And he has a lot of self work to do and he isn’t able to give me anything serious until that happens. I kind of knew this deep down. He is an amazing person but he’s very mentally unwell deep down. When he left we were crying, and kissed and I said I love you and he said I love you too baby. And then he left ðŸ˜ðŸ’”