I pretended to be a bit cracked to get this job but I'm not able to switch off my pretending personality around em
i've a background in something extremely technical. I took this temporary job untill i'm working on something of my own. So I didn't want em to ask questions and get that impression that I'll leave them eventually, so it was convenient to just let em think I'm as just cracked enough to wanting to do this job. So a/c to their job description they needed someone lively, people's person but i act a bit too animated around them and not been able to switch it off. It's not like life's already not beating me up, I'm not happy (for a context). Idk it's funny. i do give off this impression of cracking jokes , or just everything's funny, may be a bit smart but too animated. I am normal right now at home. but ik i'll switch up again around them. I do feel when they are working they try their best to avoid me.
I want to make em believe that i'm reliable and stuff but the kind of work is just not work and doesn't take my mental energy at all. I do feel it can be done in light hearted way.