I don’t care enough. What’s wrong? I set two goals. One…
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I don’t care enough. What’s wrong?
I set two goals. One was to read for 30 minutes a day. The other to minimize XXX content use, but only minimize it and not totally cut it out. And it seems I want to improve myself intellectually.
But I don’t seem to care enough. I did at one point read for 30 minutes a day, maybe not every day but I was still at least setting a timer while reading/studying. I have tried to improve my diet and add more water.
Then I fell off. And I question if I’m even interested in what I’m studying in my free time. I question it because I have to make myself study/read.
It seems like I only start, but then fall off. I don’t seem to care enough. I don’t even strive for things because I have no drive. Sometimes it feels like I’d be doing it so that I can be accepted or better in the eyes of others.
And sometimes I look down on myself because everyone else seems to want betterment and improvement… while improvement doesn’t seem that appealing to me. I don’t know how to fall in love with it.
I’ve already heard “you don’t want to change,” or “you don’t care enough.” Okay, so what do I do then? Or is that it? Is it just a dead end like that?
#inspiration
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I set two goals. One was to read for 30 minutes a day. The other to minimize XXX content use, but only minimize it and not totally cut it out. And it seems I want to improve myself intellectually.
But I don’t seem to care enough. I did at one point read for 30 minutes a day, maybe not every day but I was still at least setting a timer while reading/studying. I have tried to improve my diet and add more water.
Then I fell off. And I question if I’m even interested in what I’m studying in my free time. I question it because I have to make myself study/read.
It seems like I only start, but then fall off. I don’t seem to care enough. I don’t even strive for things because I have no drive. Sometimes it feels like I’d be doing it so that I can be accepted or better in the eyes of others.
And sometimes I look down on myself because everyone else seems to want betterment and improvement… while improvement doesn’t seem that appealing to me. I don’t know how to fall in love with it.
I’ve already heard “you don’t want to change,” or “you don’t care enough.” Okay, so what do I do then? Or is that it? Is it just a dead end like that?
#inspiration
source
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