I am puzzled why I dont have friends I put in a lot effort…
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I am puzzled why I dont have friends
I put in a lot effort into my social life. I can hold conversations,dress nicely, and smell good always. I have hobbies, volunteer, getting into sports again, and have leader ship positions.
I admit that I am not exactly easy on the eyes and was homeschooled. Additionally autism runs in the family though I never got any diagnoses opportunities mainly do to my parents and job prospects.
Despite all this I only have one friend.
All these difficulties have slowly made me more hateful towards everyone mostly to other women. As I feel like female friendship is partly base of looks and many women dont share my interest and hobbies.
I know technically everyone struggles and all that but it feels unreasonable this level difficulty. People make plans with each other infront of me and dont invite me!
When I ask to hangout its always a no. I have tried many different college clubs but I still yet to prevail.
I am geniually losing my god damn mind. I cant sleep and I dont really have family and I am constantly depressed.
I need advice what things I could be doing to cause most society to not enjoy my presence
#relationships
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I put in a lot effort into my social life. I can hold conversations,dress nicely, and smell good always. I have hobbies, volunteer, getting into sports again, and have leader ship positions.
I admit that I am not exactly easy on the eyes and was homeschooled. Additionally autism runs in the family though I never got any diagnoses opportunities mainly do to my parents and job prospects.
Despite all this I only have one friend.
All these difficulties have slowly made me more hateful towards everyone mostly to other women. As I feel like female friendship is partly base of looks and many women dont share my interest and hobbies.
I know technically everyone struggles and all that but it feels unreasonable this level difficulty. People make plans with each other infront of me and dont invite me!
When I ask to hangout its always a no. I have tried many different college clubs but I still yet to prevail.
I am geniually losing my god damn mind. I cant sleep and I dont really have family and I am constantly depressed.
I need advice what things I could be doing to cause most society to not enjoy my presence
#relationships
source
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