Should I take tracking each day in detail to my grave? I…
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Should I take tracking each day in detail to my grave?
I don't have a good memory, so I track what I do each day, with 5-10 minutes as the minimum tick size, so I can look back days, weeks, months, years etc. later and see what I've done in the past. Here's an example of how it looks: https://imgur.com/a/qod2apq
I got caught doing this twice several years ago when I was sloppy, but since then I've been careful, although I've had a few near misses over the years. I haven't told anyone about this, so I think besides a friend who noticed years ago, nobody knows.
Sometimes I have to pretend not to know a certain level of detail, or make it seem like I used some clever tricks with phone, computer, email etc. data, to find something. Also, I feel like I can never give a good answer to "what did you do today/yesterday/this week" type questions without referring to what I've wrote and then summarizing. Sometimes at the end of the day, I can't even remember what I ate in the morning without looking it up. I'm definitely not gonna stop anytime soon, because it's already been so helpful. One time, I escaped a false accusation because I looked up the alleged date and time from months back, found another way to prove what I actually did, and then provided that as evidence.
I'm wondering if I should take this to my grave, especially since people's names are in there and some might find that weird. Another thing, I've only been in 1 relationship before and it was only a few months, so I'm wondering how I'd manage to stay hidden when I eventually get into a long-term one.
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I don't have a good memory, so I track what I do each day, with 5-10 minutes as the minimum tick size, so I can look back days, weeks, months, years etc. later and see what I've done in the past. Here's an example of how it looks: https://imgur.com/a/qod2apq
I got caught doing this twice several years ago when I was sloppy, but since then I've been careful, although I've had a few near misses over the years. I haven't told anyone about this, so I think besides a friend who noticed years ago, nobody knows.
Sometimes I have to pretend not to know a certain level of detail, or make it seem like I used some clever tricks with phone, computer, email etc. data, to find something. Also, I feel like I can never give a good answer to "what did you do today/yesterday/this week" type questions without referring to what I've wrote and then summarizing. Sometimes at the end of the day, I can't even remember what I ate in the morning without looking it up. I'm definitely not gonna stop anytime soon, because it's already been so helpful. One time, I escaped a false accusation because I looked up the alleged date and time from months back, found another way to prove what I actually did, and then provided that as evidence.
I'm wondering if I should take this to my grave, especially since people's names are in there and some might find that weird. Another thing, I've only been in 1 relationship before and it was only a few months, so I'm wondering how I'd manage to stay hidden when I eventually get into a long-term one.
#relationships
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