I’ve always said I’ve never been depressed, but

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I’ve always said I’ve never been depressed, but looking back at my first heartbreak, I remember exactly how much it hurt. It was a level of sadness I’d never felt before.
Looking at this drawing, it’s all right there. See that heart-shaped tangle in the middle? That’s the weight I was carrying. It’s like where my love used to be, there was suddenly this heavy, complicated knot of betrayal that I couldn't untie.
And all these scribbles? That’s the noise. When you’re that hurt, your head gets so loud. On the outside, I’d be sitting perfectly still, but on the inside, it was just chaotic and confusing.
It represents those times I cried silently at night, feeling the full sting of that betrayal, only to wake up and keep a smile on my face all day just to face the world. I wasn't just "stuck"—I was just waiting until I felt light enough to breathe again. 🤍

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