Been through a lot and due to many life setbacks . I used to asked so many whys , used to do things that i thought would fill the emptiness , used to set goals according to what the world are feeding us to do. that i thought would make me happy but eventually break me more.. Until such time that i seek Gods presence and i began to understand life better but pain , struggles , self doubt , uncertainties does not end there . The process of understanding life .. myself was aint easy you bet.. but little by little .. i see progress..and i realized that .life should'nt be perfect for us to be happy. .You are getting there D and i am truly happy for you.😘♥️