Is human connection even possible for me? For my whole…
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Is human connection even possible for me?
For my whole life, I have been the outsider in any social situation. I have been excluded from social groups and activities since before I was a teenager. Even now the convos I start go nowhere, the relationship I have with my colleagues never goes beyond the workplace, I am always begging for attention in any convo otherwise I get none. None of my jokes ever land. I’m sick and tired of trying and getting screwed over every single time.
The only answer I can think of is that I’m so utterly disgusting and detestable as a person that, fundamentally, people don’t want anything to do with me no matter what I do. I feel like I’m constantly grovelling for validation and attention.
What do I even do apart from being socially isolated from anyone forever? I feel like I have no options
#relationships
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For my whole life, I have been the outsider in any social situation. I have been excluded from social groups and activities since before I was a teenager. Even now the convos I start go nowhere, the relationship I have with my colleagues never goes beyond the workplace, I am always begging for attention in any convo otherwise I get none. None of my jokes ever land. I’m sick and tired of trying and getting screwed over every single time.
The only answer I can think of is that I’m so utterly disgusting and detestable as a person that, fundamentally, people don’t want anything to do with me no matter what I do. I feel like I’m constantly grovelling for validation and attention.
What do I even do apart from being socially isolated from anyone forever? I feel like I have no options
#relationships
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