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Accidentaly got addicted by romance anime. Now I have…

Accidentaly got addicted by romance anime. Now I have depression because I'm single lol

Assalamu Alaykum!

Basically, just hear me out pls. I think solution to this is obvious, hope i will get there inshaaAllah. Just wanna talk about it. JazakAllah khair. Any comments are appreciated, cause I just love communicating with people, lol.

I am a guy in early 20s.

Accidentaly got addicted by romance anime. Now I have depression because I'm single lol.

Watched other genres anime before, knew it was haram and stopped for a three weeks or so, alhamduliLlah. But not so long ago I started again. And that cycle is happening over and over, and I am determined to stop it inshaaAllah. What I realised, and Allah subhanahu wa taala knows best, but it seems like I feel depressed and cope with depression by watching anime.

I also think that issue is that lately (for about 3-4 years) I was alone, because I moved from one place to another with my family and my parents are strict and dont let me hang out with friends. Might sound pathetic, but my mental health reacts to this with depression.

I lived in non-practicing muslim family, was veeeeerrryyy social and social interactions are like a drug for me lol. AlhamduliLlah, dropped all haram relationship, but also happened to be alone. Feel very sad as I lost almost all social interactions and friends and live without being social for long time.

Stopped watching it, alhamduliLlah, but lwk so sad and depressed. That's pretty much it. Too much of text already. Basically, I'm just sad. Hope Allah subhanahu wa taala will fix this and make me happy and give me halal relationship and friendship, inshaaAllah.

thanks for reading this, JazakAllah Khair.
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