I have no friends I genuinely feel so lonely. Nobody texts…
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I have no friends
I genuinely feel so lonely. Nobody texts me even on my birthday and nobody texts me at all if I don’t initiate. I try to be nice to them, give them nice gifts for their birthdays, act friendly and stuff etc. But I don’t even get a text…it’s been like this for years, ever since highschool, but I had no one then and now. I THOUGHT I had them, hence the gifts, but now ig I see I don’t have anyone.
I feel so sad bc I’m alone 24/7 now and it’s overwhelmingly sad how the ppl I thought I could trust never cared about me. I could list a hundred other times where I ignored the red flags (ex. Acting like they don’t know me during class reunions and seeing me eat and sit alone for the whole thing, answer everyone’s questions but go silent once I start to talk, walk together and not with me so I look like a fellow stranger, etc, etc, etc.). I’m so fed up. I just want some friends. I just want ONE friend. Just ONE.
I know I should focus on my studies, but sometimes…idk…ig I’m angry at all the effort I put into the same ppl who prob rather I leave the planet, but idk idk anything anymore
#relationships
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I genuinely feel so lonely. Nobody texts me even on my birthday and nobody texts me at all if I don’t initiate. I try to be nice to them, give them nice gifts for their birthdays, act friendly and stuff etc. But I don’t even get a text…it’s been like this for years, ever since highschool, but I had no one then and now. I THOUGHT I had them, hence the gifts, but now ig I see I don’t have anyone.
I feel so sad bc I’m alone 24/7 now and it’s overwhelmingly sad how the ppl I thought I could trust never cared about me. I could list a hundred other times where I ignored the red flags (ex. Acting like they don’t know me during class reunions and seeing me eat and sit alone for the whole thing, answer everyone’s questions but go silent once I start to talk, walk together and not with me so I look like a fellow stranger, etc, etc, etc.). I’m so fed up. I just want some friends. I just want ONE friend. Just ONE.
I know I should focus on my studies, but sometimes…idk…ig I’m angry at all the effort I put into the same ppl who prob rather I leave the planet, but idk idk anything anymore
#relationships
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