I used to be a highly ambitious student. I loved school, planning, and executing. It felt like I had an entire bright future ahead of me and I knew exactly how to get there.
Fast forward a decade, I dropped out of school after a traumatic event, I struggle to execute anything, I’m addicted to my phone, I have no purpose and no hobbies. My social life is limited and somehow that young girl who had the world in their pocket is depressed and alone.
I’m done with it. I miss being excited. I miss ambition. I miss my days not being filled with empty scrolling. I mean, the hobbies I used to do to avoid responsibilities now feels strenuous.
This isn’t who I am and I’m over living like this. I’ve wasted a decade and I won’t waste another. I can’t continue to fail my future self.
I think I just needed to say it out loud.
Best of luck to all of my fellow sleepwalkers. May 2026 be the year we wake up 🤍 #inspiration source