Am I never as close to people as I think If I had a nickel…
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Am I never as close to people as I think
If I had a nickel for every time someone I assumed to be a close friend went to beach with other people I assumed were also my friends I’d have at least 2 nickels.
Friends are not people that you hang out with a lot and that both seem to enjoy doing it, right?
Someone who I considered that just told me about a beach trip that he and other people that I considered friends were planning. He said it like it was a little dirty secret too. Hesitatingly. “Damn how are we all gonna get together? We can’t all have day offs” he said. “Maybe you could go on a holiday” I said very uncomfortably. “Wait yeah we didn’t think of that.” He replied.
It’s funny too because this happened right after I invited him to another thing.
Am I annoying? Boring? Ugly? Not interesting enough? Not friendly enough? Am I crazy?
Ironically, the last time this happened was a month ago. It was the exact same situation, except I only found out through instagram.
Honestly I don’t even know how to react to this. What am I supposed to understand?
I was already having a bad week, and it only gets worse with each day. There’s so many ironies too. It’s funny. I feel played at.
#relationships
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If I had a nickel for every time someone I assumed to be a close friend went to beach with other people I assumed were also my friends I’d have at least 2 nickels.
Friends are not people that you hang out with a lot and that both seem to enjoy doing it, right?
Someone who I considered that just told me about a beach trip that he and other people that I considered friends were planning. He said it like it was a little dirty secret too. Hesitatingly. “Damn how are we all gonna get together? We can’t all have day offs” he said. “Maybe you could go on a holiday” I said very uncomfortably. “Wait yeah we didn’t think of that.” He replied.
It’s funny too because this happened right after I invited him to another thing.
Am I annoying? Boring? Ugly? Not interesting enough? Not friendly enough? Am I crazy?
Ironically, the last time this happened was a month ago. It was the exact same situation, except I only found out through instagram.
Honestly I don’t even know how to react to this. What am I supposed to understand?
I was already having a bad week, and it only gets worse with each day. There’s so many ironies too. It’s funny. I feel played at.
#relationships
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