I feel bitter with myself for some time now because as the days go by and the promises I made yet never fulfilled makes me bitter and overwhelmed like why am I continuing not keeping my word. Why do I continue procrastinating and feeling resistance. I know I need the help and I know deep down I need to work hard and sacrifice. But here I am just living in blindness thinking everything will magically be fixed. Like I'm trying to get out of this phase but Im refusing to confront my reality. #inspiration source