This is Making me extremely angry Why does it feel like no…
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This is Making me extremely angry
Why does it feel like no one wants to be friends with me?
I only have two or three friends. No matter where I go, no matter how much I try to talk to people or be around them, it feels like they’re not even a little bit interested. My phone almost never rings. No one texts just to check in. Sometimes I can even see the pity in my parents’ faces when they notice that no one calls me. And that makes everything worse.
It makes me angry. Really angry. I keep thinking about how pathetic this must look from the outside, how everyone else seems to have their group, their people, while I’m stuck here wondering what’s wrong with me.
And that’s the thought that keeps coming back — there must be something wrong with me.
I know I’m an introvert. I don’t talk much. I don’t open up easily. But I’ve seen other introverts who still have friends, still have people around them. So why does it feel different for me? Why does it feel like I’m always standing outside something everyone else was invited into?
I don’t actually want dozens of friends. I don’t want to be loud or fake or force myself into spaces where I don’t belong. I just want a few real connections. People who choose to stay. People who don’t make me feel like I’m invisible.
Maybe the problem isn’t that I’m broken. Maybe it’s that I haven’t found the right people yet. But right now, it’s hard to believe that when all I can feel is this frustration, this loneliness, and this constant question in my head asking, “Why not me?”
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Why does it feel like no one wants to be friends with me?
I only have two or three friends. No matter where I go, no matter how much I try to talk to people or be around them, it feels like they’re not even a little bit interested. My phone almost never rings. No one texts just to check in. Sometimes I can even see the pity in my parents’ faces when they notice that no one calls me. And that makes everything worse.
It makes me angry. Really angry. I keep thinking about how pathetic this must look from the outside, how everyone else seems to have their group, their people, while I’m stuck here wondering what’s wrong with me.
And that’s the thought that keeps coming back — there must be something wrong with me.
I know I’m an introvert. I don’t talk much. I don’t open up easily. But I’ve seen other introverts who still have friends, still have people around them. So why does it feel different for me? Why does it feel like I’m always standing outside something everyone else was invited into?
I don’t actually want dozens of friends. I don’t want to be loud or fake or force myself into spaces where I don’t belong. I just want a few real connections. People who choose to stay. People who don’t make me feel like I’m invisible.
Maybe the problem isn’t that I’m broken. Maybe it’s that I haven’t found the right people yet. But right now, it’s hard to believe that when all I can feel is this frustration, this loneliness, and this constant question in my head asking, “Why not me?”
#relationships
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