I am feeling losted, feeling complex, my mind can't have thoughts to do something for myself which can be studying, doing workout, having a good habits.
Out of nowhere when I sit to do study many thoughts and feeling start growing in my mind i feel roaming in the dark flat world without any lights and it is empty no colour no people just me broken alone walking forward with no reason. And also sometimes I feel like the side character in my own life looking the world moving far from second by second. Dont tell me to take therapy or go out hangout with other. I am so tired of myself.
Having things which I needed to build my carrier but still I dont feel like doing. And whenever I reflect my life it feels that it dosent belongs to me I am living it under an unknown pressure. #inspiration source