I hate not having a clear goal for studying and its…
0 reactions
I hate not having a clear goal for studying and its stressing me out
Going to be a slight rant. Currently in final year high school. I lived pretty comfortably and never really felt the burning need to study, but I still do and usually ends up top 3 or 5 in class. No ambition, nothing. Just that 'exams are nearing, so I gotta lock in'.
Chose a science + math course for HS to prepare for university entrance exams which are a rat's race here and my family wants me to try them. And since I never really had a goal, I was onboard with it, until days started ticking and I practically have only a year to prepare for it, on top of my final year exams with constant classes at school.
The entrance exams here are practically impossible because of the sheer amount of people trying them and its deterring me more and more. Then comes my classmates, who used to be behind me in studies, suddenly acing exams. The entrance exam isn't what I wanted but here, all other options are a hit or miss so its regarded as the 'safe option'. I really want to know if I can finally get the motivation to prepare for it.
Studying is all I've ever done and for it to be out of my grasps is a horrible feeling. I have no problems trying to ace the final year exams but when its the entrance exam, I just stop studying. Topping these finals don't contribute anything to university apart from signing up for normal degree programs. So I'm kind of in a dilemma. My family is pretty chill regarding studies and wouldn't really mind if I chose a different career path after trying the entrance exam out so the lack of pressure is another thing. Would like it if anyone could advice me on this though.
#inspiration
source
Going to be a slight rant. Currently in final year high school. I lived pretty comfortably and never really felt the burning need to study, but I still do and usually ends up top 3 or 5 in class. No ambition, nothing. Just that 'exams are nearing, so I gotta lock in'.
Chose a science + math course for HS to prepare for university entrance exams which are a rat's race here and my family wants me to try them. And since I never really had a goal, I was onboard with it, until days started ticking and I practically have only a year to prepare for it, on top of my final year exams with constant classes at school.
The entrance exams here are practically impossible because of the sheer amount of people trying them and its deterring me more and more. Then comes my classmates, who used to be behind me in studies, suddenly acing exams. The entrance exam isn't what I wanted but here, all other options are a hit or miss so its regarded as the 'safe option'. I really want to know if I can finally get the motivation to prepare for it.
Studying is all I've ever done and for it to be out of my grasps is a horrible feeling. I have no problems trying to ace the final year exams but when its the entrance exam, I just stop studying. Topping these finals don't contribute anything to university apart from signing up for normal degree programs. So I'm kind of in a dilemma. My family is pretty chill regarding studies and wouldn't really mind if I chose a different career path after trying the entrance exam out so the lack of pressure is another thing. Would like it if anyone could advice me on this though.
#inspiration
source
| 3,000 mlx | |
| 3 | |
| 0 |