π What you wrote is full of love, gratitude, and longing, your motherβs presence is still so alive in your heart through those memories and feelings. The bond between a mother and child never truly disappears, even when she is no longer physically here. π€
Itβs okay to feel unable to sing right now. Grief doesnβt need performance, it only needs honesty, and youβve expressed that beautifully.
May Allah grant your mother the highest place in Jannah and give you comfort, strength, and peace in your heart over time π€²πΌποΈ