Well, it seems like another cycle is ending. I have a kind of social whiplash in my life where there will be periods where I feel completely invisible. People barely notice me or engage, they don't hear the words coming out of my mouth etc.
At the end of these cycles people just suddenly see me? They start going off about how they haven't seen me in forever even though I walked past them a couple days ago. They start locking in to my parts of the conversation you get the idea.
They even look at me differently which is it's own set of problems.
Call it my time in the sun, chalk it up to horoscopes, whatever the case how do I keep the positive cycle permanently?
The lows are awful isolating and I know how to disengage so I don't get burned out from people so I would rather keep the positive momentum. #relationships source