I don't feel like I'm serious enough I'm 26 years old. I…
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I don't feel like I'm serious enough
I'm 26 years old. I feel like I'm really careless or undisciplined when it comes to living a meaningful life. I don't take opportunities and chanes given to me and instead avoid anything or anyone that has a slight expectation of me to do something.
I finished my degree, been working, have some savings. But I genuinely don't care about any of it. It doesn't make me feel like I have achieved something.
I still live with my parents, I pay the entire rent and they pay the bills (otherwise they can't survive, because my dad doesn’t work anymore). So my idea was to buy a home for them so they can pay a bit less in mortgage than rent etc. But now I'm thinking to quit my job because I am getting burnt out from my current job, which will also make it less likely for me to get accepted for the house loan.
When it comes to weekends, i just want to sleep in, scroll reels. I don't have the mental discipline to get up and take care of myself and others. My friends/family bought homes, got married/have kids, and I cannot fathom even have the energy to cook a meal for myself. I know I'm definitely a lazy, but I feel like there is something else missing in me to actually do stuff. Nothing interests me, every decision I have done for the past 5 years was to help support my family.
#inspiration
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I'm 26 years old. I feel like I'm really careless or undisciplined when it comes to living a meaningful life. I don't take opportunities and chanes given to me and instead avoid anything or anyone that has a slight expectation of me to do something.
I finished my degree, been working, have some savings. But I genuinely don't care about any of it. It doesn't make me feel like I have achieved something.
I still live with my parents, I pay the entire rent and they pay the bills (otherwise they can't survive, because my dad doesn’t work anymore). So my idea was to buy a home for them so they can pay a bit less in mortgage than rent etc. But now I'm thinking to quit my job because I am getting burnt out from my current job, which will also make it less likely for me to get accepted for the house loan.
When it comes to weekends, i just want to sleep in, scroll reels. I don't have the mental discipline to get up and take care of myself and others. My friends/family bought homes, got married/have kids, and I cannot fathom even have the energy to cook a meal for myself. I know I'm definitely a lazy, but I feel like there is something else missing in me to actually do stuff. Nothing interests me, every decision I have done for the past 5 years was to help support my family.
#inspiration
source
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