Help with breakup hello im a 26 year old and i had my…
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Help with breakup
hello im a 26 year old and i had my first relationship with a woman last year. I thought she was seriously one of the most beautiful person ive ever seen and i knew from the first time we met i wanted to be with her. she was 27 when we met and i was 25. we didnt kiss until a couple months into hanging out since it was my first relationship i wasnt sure how to make a move. but when we did kiss it made me feel amazing and like i never wanted to kiss anyone else expect her for the rest of my life. during our relationship i struggled with alcohol and being bi polar. i felt like my problems were too much and my communication started getting bad. the night i broke up with her im pretty sure i was having a depressive epsiode. i feel horrible now shes gone and i have been crying for months. when we broke up it was very short and over text while i was at work, im so upset and mad at myself. we broke up last September and haven't talked since. being away from her feels really weird and i do love her. ive been wanting to reach out but my problems hold me back so much. ive been alone for a while since opening up is very hard from me. I've been checking her Instagram and her profile picture is a picture from when we were together but it's of the sky I'm wondering if she misses me too should I reach out and say i miss her?
i appreciate any help.
#adult
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hello im a 26 year old and i had my first relationship with a woman last year. I thought she was seriously one of the most beautiful person ive ever seen and i knew from the first time we met i wanted to be with her. she was 27 when we met and i was 25. we didnt kiss until a couple months into hanging out since it was my first relationship i wasnt sure how to make a move. but when we did kiss it made me feel amazing and like i never wanted to kiss anyone else expect her for the rest of my life. during our relationship i struggled with alcohol and being bi polar. i felt like my problems were too much and my communication started getting bad. the night i broke up with her im pretty sure i was having a depressive epsiode. i feel horrible now shes gone and i have been crying for months. when we broke up it was very short and over text while i was at work, im so upset and mad at myself. we broke up last September and haven't talked since. being away from her feels really weird and i do love her. ive been wanting to reach out but my problems hold me back so much. ive been alone for a while since opening up is very hard from me. I've been checking her Instagram and her profile picture is a picture from when we were together but it's of the sky I'm wondering if she misses me too should I reach out and say i miss her?
i appreciate any help.
#adult
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