how can a lazy quiet person build hard work ethic and confidence?
It feels like I've been a low confidence low self esteem, quiet and overall dull since my teenage years. I'm already reaching my 30s soon, and I do not have my life together not even 5%. And just knowing the harsh reality makes me worried and defeated. I've realized time after time that the more your outside in the real world dealing with people and taking on life opportunities and failing then trying just builds experience, builds resilency, builds self trust and worth..but I've been homebody all my life I guess. Barely going out no wonder why I'm having difficulty being normal. I still feel anxious simply ordering food. Because my voice becomes shallow. My posture starts slouching. I have hard time making decisions and taking actions. I still have public anxiety no wonder why I'm resisting to learn driving, getting a job and even attending college. Like I feel doomed. Young people are better then me. At least they are working and progressing in life. And I'm living under a rock not having a clue about anything. #inspiration source