Since childhood I was the least confident you could see. Just imagine the most anxious, loser kind of guy, that is me.I used to be that pleaser guy. I was a nobody person and everybody used to use me for things and I would the things for them. Nobody loves me except my parents. I was nobody's favourite. Every person I see near me has some kind of confidence in them but I have none. I am always the first guy to get strikeed first by bullies. I can't make eye contact with anyone. I am trying to go out talk to people but I can't seem to develop any kind of confidence and again start hesitating and this has made me isolate myself since my teenage years. Now I am 20 , a total loser, zero aura, negative confidence. I don't even have confidence of a 14 year seems like to me. What troubles me more is that I am a man and almost every man around me has that macho masculine confidence around them which is natural to men by birth but I don't seem to have it. I am always trying to make myself perfect and compare myself to others. #relationships source