I feel lost in life in my 30s Six years ago I thought my…
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I feel lost in life in my 30s
Six years ago I thought my life was sorted and everything was fine. Then I lost my job and while I was searching for a new one, I looked after my grandma, due to her increasing health problems, but she unexpectedly passed away in the hospital, even though doctors told me she's fine and they were ready to let her go home. I think after this I'm in constant anxiety about death. Everyday I think about how my life will end in 30-40 years and I just don't feel like doing anything. I stopped drawing, stopped looking for a job, stopped going on dates. This year my grandpa died and now I feel even worse. I need to sell our house and my heart, and my brain are in constant conflict because of this. I can't maintain it, but also I can't let go. And all these thoughts in my head just mess me up. I'm 34 and now I have lots of gray hair, I can't sleep and nothing brings me joy. How people go through this phase of life? What should make me keep going if the end is the same for everyone?
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Six years ago I thought my life was sorted and everything was fine. Then I lost my job and while I was searching for a new one, I looked after my grandma, due to her increasing health problems, but she unexpectedly passed away in the hospital, even though doctors told me she's fine and they were ready to let her go home. I think after this I'm in constant anxiety about death. Everyday I think about how my life will end in 30-40 years and I just don't feel like doing anything. I stopped drawing, stopped looking for a job, stopped going on dates. This year my grandpa died and now I feel even worse. I need to sell our house and my heart, and my brain are in constant conflict because of this. I can't maintain it, but also I can't let go. And all these thoughts in my head just mess me up. I'm 34 and now I have lots of gray hair, I can't sleep and nothing brings me joy. How people go through this phase of life? What should make me keep going if the end is the same for everyone?
#inspiration
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