I sometimes feel like I dated the wrong person and now I…
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I sometimes feel like I dated the wrong person and now I can’t have her
I 22m graduated in May of last year. While I was in my junior year I was talking to this girl. I’ll call her E. I was very into E she was funny, cute, etc. she eventually ghosts me after saying she “wasn’t ready for a relationship”. I then start dating the worst person ever. We will call her K. K was a very toxic horrible relationship. Whilst I was on a trip for college (student organization) E messaged me at like 2 am. She was also in this organization. She basically apologized and said she wished it was different etc. She made it clear she didn’t want to step on any toes with that relationship. Me and K eventually breakup.
There was this girl let’s call her M. M was a good friend of mine that I thought was incredible. She was beautiful, sweet, good morals, loves kids, etc. Basically everything I want in a wife. I had asked her on a date and she seems interested. The date didn’t happen as she didn’t speak to me much after that (she was moving and stuff). M also used to tell me about how awful her ex was and how she wanted a good guy.
Fast forward I go on a trip to France with the student organization E is in. E and I start talking again. We then go on a date. I get a message from M where she asks “are you seeing anyone”. I then am honest and say yes. She was happy for me then that was that. I was like man I could have gone on a date with her. I was truly just focused on E at the time. M is now in a relationship with someone else. I’ve been single since June of last year. Me and E didn’t workout despite me having care for her we simple didn’t work. I sometimes wonder if I’ll find my person and if I’m just unlucky in love. I’m not hung up on M I honestly haven’t spoken to her in numerous months. I hope I can find my person one day but it just hurts losing in love. I dream of being a good husband and father it’s my greatest desire. Any support/ advice is much appreciated.
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I 22m graduated in May of last year. While I was in my junior year I was talking to this girl. I’ll call her E. I was very into E she was funny, cute, etc. she eventually ghosts me after saying she “wasn’t ready for a relationship”. I then start dating the worst person ever. We will call her K. K was a very toxic horrible relationship. Whilst I was on a trip for college (student organization) E messaged me at like 2 am. She was also in this organization. She basically apologized and said she wished it was different etc. She made it clear she didn’t want to step on any toes with that relationship. Me and K eventually breakup.
There was this girl let’s call her M. M was a good friend of mine that I thought was incredible. She was beautiful, sweet, good morals, loves kids, etc. Basically everything I want in a wife. I had asked her on a date and she seems interested. The date didn’t happen as she didn’t speak to me much after that (she was moving and stuff). M also used to tell me about how awful her ex was and how she wanted a good guy.
Fast forward I go on a trip to France with the student organization E is in. E and I start talking again. We then go on a date. I get a message from M where she asks “are you seeing anyone”. I then am honest and say yes. She was happy for me then that was that. I was like man I could have gone on a date with her. I was truly just focused on E at the time. M is now in a relationship with someone else. I’ve been single since June of last year. Me and E didn’t workout despite me having care for her we simple didn’t work. I sometimes wonder if I’ll find my person and if I’m just unlucky in love. I’m not hung up on M I honestly haven’t spoken to her in numerous months. I hope I can find my person one day but it just hurts losing in love. I dream of being a good husband and father it’s my greatest desire. Any support/ advice is much appreciated.
#relationships
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