I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I am struggling to study so much that I keep getting distracted by everything so easily and barely get anything done, it’s affecting me so much and it sends me into a spiral of depression and guilt because I failed a lot of subjects last year and I am terrified of repeating the same mistakes and patterns.
The thing is, even if I take advice, I will feel motivated for a while and then I will go back to the same state of misery and suffering where I torment myself because I couldn’t study or because I wasted time doing something stupid instead of studying. I am genuinely so tired and I feel very very stupid.
I bet my friends are very tired of non stop complaints, as if they will magically get me out of the shit that I put myself in.. #inspiration source