I feel stupid a lot of times and I don’t want to do anything about it
I haven’t studied in 4 years efficiently, I have so many credits left and I can’t get myself to study. On top of this I feel stupid. I do have like the extended time for all the way till next year december (sorry english is not my first language). I doomscroll like crazy and watch movies. I do clean, do laundry, maintain hygiene and bake and cook sometimes. However, college is killing me. Everything is in place for me to study. I have my own room and my mental health is better and I should not have any distractions other than my damn phone. I just can’t do it. I feel like I am dumb and I used to be gifted kid. I’ve made my peace with my past. I do not even know do I want solutions, just different outtakes on this dilemma…