I feel disgusting wearing the strap in certain positions…
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I feel disgusting wearing the strap in certain positions. *ignore flair*
Kinda weird but I’m confused. My partner & I are both switches. For context I am more fem than my partner & I usually receive more frequently as I have to be in a particular mood to want to wear the strap. I hated wearing it at the start of our relationship but over two and a half years in now I’ve come around to wearing it but i had a blip last night. I’ve realised that I only seem to be okay wearing it in missionary. Last night my girlfriend wanted it from behind after foreplay so I did & I hated it. I felt absolutely disgusting. I felt like a man and just felt disgusted with myself & wanted it to be over. (I of course communicated with my partner) But I mainly just want to understand what’s going on? I think it’s to do with the fact that I’m very fem & uncomfortable with any ‘masculine’ stuff when it comes to me? Because in missionary I feel more connected to my partner that I can kinda bypass that feeling & focusing on pleasing her and I enjoy it that way? Has anyone else experienced this or have any advice? I needdd to get this feeling of disgust out of me haha
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Kinda weird but I’m confused. My partner & I are both switches. For context I am more fem than my partner & I usually receive more frequently as I have to be in a particular mood to want to wear the strap. I hated wearing it at the start of our relationship but over two and a half years in now I’ve come around to wearing it but i had a blip last night. I’ve realised that I only seem to be okay wearing it in missionary. Last night my girlfriend wanted it from behind after foreplay so I did & I hated it. I felt absolutely disgusting. I felt like a man and just felt disgusted with myself & wanted it to be over. (I of course communicated with my partner) But I mainly just want to understand what’s going on? I think it’s to do with the fact that I’m very fem & uncomfortable with any ‘masculine’ stuff when it comes to me? Because in missionary I feel more connected to my partner that I can kinda bypass that feeling & focusing on pleasing her and I enjoy it that way? Has anyone else experienced this or have any advice? I needdd to get this feeling of disgust out of me haha
#adult
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