I can't talk to women cause of negative w|w experiences. I…
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I can't talk to women cause of negative w|w experiences.
I cant even word this to a therapist.
im attracted to women only and nothing could turn me.
I dont know if its this day and age of women or my "type" or the ones I attract seem to be somewhat toxic .. I know its a me problem , I do take notice and shine to green flag women , but my negativity has taken over my brain.
I can be somewhat insecure with myself but I can be confident. I seem to get associated with either narcissistic women or vulnerable/insecure women. ive chased them but then I suddenly feel like ive made a mistake or its anxious attachment.
my longest term relationship was for about 4 years.. the relationship happened way too quickly for my liking . I felt it in the first week of meeting my ex . when I told my ex "im not sure if this is gonna to work out" she instantly persisted to stay in my life . she didn't know me that well, she took over my life and instantly got jealous of my female friends . She'd often flip the problem when I asked to break up and She'd have a tantrum and say "you've ruined my life" . like I actually feel brain damaged by her control. she also be dramatic when I have family issues . she also cause problem when shed get invited to someyhinh involving friends or family.. like She'd make a problem about not wanting to go and then causing a problem by compulsive lying claiming she did want to go.. I was going through horrible stuff whilst in this relationship including my dad dying .. like if a man behaved like how she did he'd get called an abuser.. I lost my ability to socialise normal cause of this relationship
To clarify the women i like are feminine,. I am butch/masculine in identity.. its got nothing to do with being a certain identity... but I believe the there's generational toxic femininity like there is toxic masculinity
I get very intensely anxious when a woman flirts with me and I take it negatively even if its from someone ive had a crush on .
#adult
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I cant even word this to a therapist.
im attracted to women only and nothing could turn me.
I dont know if its this day and age of women or my "type" or the ones I attract seem to be somewhat toxic .. I know its a me problem , I do take notice and shine to green flag women , but my negativity has taken over my brain.
I can be somewhat insecure with myself but I can be confident. I seem to get associated with either narcissistic women or vulnerable/insecure women. ive chased them but then I suddenly feel like ive made a mistake or its anxious attachment.
my longest term relationship was for about 4 years.. the relationship happened way too quickly for my liking . I felt it in the first week of meeting my ex . when I told my ex "im not sure if this is gonna to work out" she instantly persisted to stay in my life . she didn't know me that well, she took over my life and instantly got jealous of my female friends . She'd often flip the problem when I asked to break up and She'd have a tantrum and say "you've ruined my life" . like I actually feel brain damaged by her control. she also be dramatic when I have family issues . she also cause problem when shed get invited to someyhinh involving friends or family.. like She'd make a problem about not wanting to go and then causing a problem by compulsive lying claiming she did want to go.. I was going through horrible stuff whilst in this relationship including my dad dying .. like if a man behaved like how she did he'd get called an abuser.. I lost my ability to socialise normal cause of this relationship
To clarify the women i like are feminine,. I am butch/masculine in identity.. its got nothing to do with being a certain identity... but I believe the there's generational toxic femininity like there is toxic masculinity
I get very intensely anxious when a woman flirts with me and I take it negatively even if its from someone ive had a crush on .
#adult
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