Trying but still can't keep up, still I'm feeling like at…
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Trying but still can't keep up, still I'm feeling like at same position.
Hello, I need some motivation, advice, and suggestions from you all, my friends.
My past was not good. I didn't study at all. In 2024, I shifted to a new city with a plan to completely change my life and work toward my big dreams. I was working hard and spending every day with full productivity. I studied the syllabus before school even opened, completed my holiday homework before everyone else, and felt motivated to improve myself.
But after about a month, when I got admission to a school, everything changed. The teachers made my life feel lifeless. I felt lost and couldn't find my purpose anymore. Every day felt like a brutal punishment.
Now I have passed out of school and completed my studies there, but I feel like a broken and useless person. I can't seem to do anything meaningful or rewarding. I am unhappy with myself.
Those two years changed me completely. I lost my spark, my dreams, and the mindset that once pushed me forward. I miss that feeling of being motivated and hopeful. Day by day, I am becoming more negative, and my depression feels like it is getting worse.
Despite everything, I decided to start again. I chose to move forward once more, although I started late because I kept thinking about my past experiences. Now I have accumulated a backlog of one month's lectures, and I am struggling to study even for 40 minutes with full focus. I am not able to cover my syllabus, and it feels like everything I learn is slipping away.
These days, I play volleyball in the morning, and then the rest of the day passes in thinking, planning, and reminding myself to study. But when the day ends, I realize I haven't actually studied anything. With every passing day, my depression, frustration, and hopelessness seem to be increasing. Once again, the negative experiences from my past are taking over my mind, and I feel like I am losing hope.
Please help me I am broken inside, I can't share anything to my parents they always remind me that this is my incapability my mistakes which i am facing and blaming school and teachers for this.
Please tell me what should I do to change the situation? nothing works to heal me no sports no games no music nothing. I never made friends cz they always take these things like nothing.
Now, I am lost in front of everything.
#inspiration
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Hello, I need some motivation, advice, and suggestions from you all, my friends.
My past was not good. I didn't study at all. In 2024, I shifted to a new city with a plan to completely change my life and work toward my big dreams. I was working hard and spending every day with full productivity. I studied the syllabus before school even opened, completed my holiday homework before everyone else, and felt motivated to improve myself.
But after about a month, when I got admission to a school, everything changed. The teachers made my life feel lifeless. I felt lost and couldn't find my purpose anymore. Every day felt like a brutal punishment.
Now I have passed out of school and completed my studies there, but I feel like a broken and useless person. I can't seem to do anything meaningful or rewarding. I am unhappy with myself.
Those two years changed me completely. I lost my spark, my dreams, and the mindset that once pushed me forward. I miss that feeling of being motivated and hopeful. Day by day, I am becoming more negative, and my depression feels like it is getting worse.
Despite everything, I decided to start again. I chose to move forward once more, although I started late because I kept thinking about my past experiences. Now I have accumulated a backlog of one month's lectures, and I am struggling to study even for 40 minutes with full focus. I am not able to cover my syllabus, and it feels like everything I learn is slipping away.
These days, I play volleyball in the morning, and then the rest of the day passes in thinking, planning, and reminding myself to study. But when the day ends, I realize I haven't actually studied anything. With every passing day, my depression, frustration, and hopelessness seem to be increasing. Once again, the negative experiences from my past are taking over my mind, and I feel like I am losing hope.
Please help me I am broken inside, I can't share anything to my parents they always remind me that this is my incapability my mistakes which i am facing and blaming school and teachers for this.
Please tell me what should I do to change the situation? nothing works to heal me no sports no games no music nothing. I never made friends cz they always take these things like nothing.
Now, I am lost in front of everything.
#inspiration
source
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